Hi,
It has been a while since I wrote.
I will say I find myself once again single and am looking for that special someone. I would love to find someone that isn't self-conceded or just thinks of me as an object. I want to find someone that is my friend, who I can be my myself around. I know there are so many people who find themselves in my shoes. We are all looking and dating and putting ourselves out there to find that special someone. I look at the couples that have been married for 30 plus years and I think to myself I want that and I have looked for so long that I won't be settling for just anyone. I want a great connection.
I know this is the most I have let people in on what I am really feeling. I have joined some online dating sites and well, I don't know what happened with in less then 5 minutes on one site I had 150 hits with 25 emails to already read through. I will have to say reading my way through those emails didn't take as long as I thought it would.
I will say that I have only been on the sites for less than a week and I am already wanting to call it quits, dating is harder than most people can imagine especially if you got to get out of the game a while back. I know this will sound a little mean, but it has good intentions. When people who got married when they were in they're early twenties, parents and grandparents, brothers, cousins, aunts, uncles and even friends give you advice as to call the boy, or make him a treat and stop by... They make it sound so easy but they fail to take into account how dating styles and norms have changed even in the last 5 years and still are changing with everyone having a cellphone and texting and facebook taking over the world. It in ways complicates things.
The positive side of dating you get to meet interesting people and you get to network. haha Man, one day I hope and pray that I find myself out of this dating game which I find myself in and not necessarily want to be in.
Well I got to go Homework is calling my name... Yippie
Thanks for reading!
