A way with Words....

Hi all,
I am sorry that I have not posted in a while, I have been off on spring break, I played and basked in the warmth of Southern Utah, in St George. Where I went biking, hiking, shopping and most of all I just relaxed.
For the last little while, I was thinking of those people in this world that have a way with words, they can say something and it just flows in a positive way. I feel sometimes my sentences are short and choppy, at other times I feel that I am learning the English (American) language all over again. Other times, I feel I make a point but my words didn't, convey exactly what I was trying to say.
The way with words is a talent that I am wanting to develop, which means expanding my vocabulary and making a conscious effort to myself to try and avoid short and choppy sentences. Instead, I need to learn to incorporate, long and what I will call fulfilled sentences. Ones in which, what I am conveying with the world is descriptive and flowing and it is exactly what I want to say.
I find at times, what holds me back is, I know exactly what I want to say, but I have an overwhelming sense of fear which holds me back. Then my brain goes blank and the words I wanted to say run from me, and I at times am to scared to go and catch them to say what I am feeling so instead I find myself, being quiet and reserved on the outside, but on the inside pleading with myself to find the words to say and pleading with the words to come so I don't sound unintelligent, but when the words do not come I feel like an Idiot.
Sometimes I wonder why I wasn't given the talent of words, like Jane Austin, Dr. Seuss, Emily Dickson, Shakespeare, Charles dickens or my friend Stephanie or Chelsee but, for whatever reason I wasn't. I do enjoy a good book and I love learning about the world. I just wish I could express my love for what I am learning in clear sentences.
What made me start to think of this was a list of 30 things which Dr. Seuss books can teach us, I read through this list and then it hit me, why am I not more clever with my words and the way I say things. I will say I am getting better at it, but don't ever put me on the spot and expect great thoughts to flow from my lips, because I will probably just stand there and look like a fool.
I need to get back to studying but before I do, I just want to share the list of things Dr. Seuss has taught all of us.

As always, Thanks for reading!

Where, I Am At Today...

Hello,
I am writing this post to update you on where my heart is in the healing process, I noticed my choice in songs is starting to change and it seems last time I broke up with a guy it didn't take me this long to get over him. I really had a connection with my X-boyfriend and I miss him, which is where I might still be, but I am starting to move on and I find I don't miss him like I use too. In fact I find myself enjoying being single. In fact these songs might show you that I am starting to move on. I would love to now share the latest songs of my heart with all of you.
The first one I will share with you I forgot that I even owned it, until I was listening to my iTunes and this song came on, and I think it expresses where I am at today. The song is called, "Little Miss" By Sugarland. After rediscovering it, I have listened to it, 34 times. Insane I know but so addicting. I feel that song describes exactly what I am feeling.
The next one is by, Marie Digby (I love her voice) The song is called, "What I have done" I know Lincoln Park first sang this song, I love Marie's voice. I feel a great connection to this song.
The song, "So Close to You" by Clavin Harris, I just cannot get it out of my head. I love it. Especially when he says I wear my heart on my sleeve like a big wheel. I know I do wear my heart on my sleeve, I will try to say I don't believe in love. But in the end, I am hear to say that I do. I know the pains of being lonely and the pain of rejection.  Feeling these emotions is what will cause me to second guess my belief in loving again.
I have a friend that says, Loving someone, and then loosing them can open your heart up, if you allow it too, so the next time you love you will be able to love someone on a deeper level.
I know that there is heart ache and pain in this world, none can escape it. We all suffer something, and we all have challenges we face.
The last song that I listen to is, sung by Matt Wertz and it is called, "Somebody new". I think I might be to the point where I am able to go out on a date or two with a man or two that are in my life and not feel guilty or down about it. After all I am single and I can move forward.  I know first dates will make me scared and nervous, but those are good signs. It shows my heart is ready to love again and to get out of my comfort zone and to love again.
I am so ready to get back out there and start living life and exploring and dating different men. Who knows maybe I will get to blog about the next guy as well, and the adventures which are waiting for me out there in this world. I am excited to go and discover them, and let all of you in on it. I need to get back to my studies.
As always thanks for reading.

Questions...

Hi,
I have found myself asking tons and tons of questions lately. I find that the more questions I ask, the more questions there are to be asked. In fact on my iPhone I downloaded an app that is called dumb questions that are actually thought provoking, where the answer is simple until you really analyze it.
Some of my questions have been, "What am I doing with my life?", "Is what I am doing really making a difference?", "Do people really care or know who I am?" I then wonder if I am the only one asking these questions until I found this website that is full of questions. I want to share a few of them with you (cause they are the exact questions I have been asking myself.

I want to share the blog and the website that I got these from because there are other thoughts on there that maybe you have been thinking about. The first website I went to is: http://www.marcandangel.com/2012/02/23/40-photo-illustrated-questions/
Then that blog lead me to the next one which is: http://thoughtquestions.com/
I guess I started asking questions because one of my professors said that not asking questions can make your world a little dull and so always have a question and be on the quest to find its answer. So with sharing these thoughts and blogs with you it will send your brain on the quest for answers.
See in finding answers to questions, I am a little OCD and have ADHD so my answers have to be perfectly short yet meaningful.
I need to be off and running with my busy, semi-lazy life :).
As always thanks for reading.

Beginning of March

Hi all,
I hope you all have enjoyed the first day of March! I love March because it is one month closer to summer time weather and warmth.
I found this really fun birthday thing where I was laughing so hard with the outcome I got with it. I would just like to share it with you.

So Mine was I sword fight with Justin Bieber, hahaha.
I need to be off and running I just really wanted to share this with you.
As always thanks for reading!