Where, I Am At Today...

Hello,
I am writing this post to update you on where my heart is in the healing process, I noticed my choice in songs is starting to change and it seems last time I broke up with a guy it didn't take me this long to get over him. I really had a connection with my X-boyfriend and I miss him, which is where I might still be, but I am starting to move on and I find I don't miss him like I use too. In fact I find myself enjoying being single. In fact these songs might show you that I am starting to move on. I would love to now share the latest songs of my heart with all of you.
The first one I will share with you I forgot that I even owned it, until I was listening to my iTunes and this song came on, and I think it expresses where I am at today. The song is called, "Little Miss" By Sugarland. After rediscovering it, I have listened to it, 34 times. Insane I know but so addicting. I feel that song describes exactly what I am feeling.
The next one is by, Marie Digby (I love her voice) The song is called, "What I have done" I know Lincoln Park first sang this song, I love Marie's voice. I feel a great connection to this song.
The song, "So Close to You" by Clavin Harris, I just cannot get it out of my head. I love it. Especially when he says I wear my heart on my sleeve like a big wheel. I know I do wear my heart on my sleeve, I will try to say I don't believe in love. But in the end, I am hear to say that I do. I know the pains of being lonely and the pain of rejection.  Feeling these emotions is what will cause me to second guess my belief in loving again.
I have a friend that says, Loving someone, and then loosing them can open your heart up, if you allow it too, so the next time you love you will be able to love someone on a deeper level.
I know that there is heart ache and pain in this world, none can escape it. We all suffer something, and we all have challenges we face.
The last song that I listen to is, sung by Matt Wertz and it is called, "Somebody new". I think I might be to the point where I am able to go out on a date or two with a man or two that are in my life and not feel guilty or down about it. After all I am single and I can move forward.  I know first dates will make me scared and nervous, but those are good signs. It shows my heart is ready to love again and to get out of my comfort zone and to love again.
I am so ready to get back out there and start living life and exploring and dating different men. Who knows maybe I will get to blog about the next guy as well, and the adventures which are waiting for me out there in this world. I am excited to go and discover them, and let all of you in on it. I need to get back to my studies.
As always thanks for reading.