Beginning of a New Year...

Hi,
I apologize to all of you that were reading my blog and now aren't cause I haven't posted in sometime. I know I have neglected my blog for sometime, and I really don't have to good of an excuse except I got busy with finals week at school and then the holidays came and I was taking a break from my computer. But I am back at it, and am excited to share with you what this year may have in store.
I should up date you all and say that I do have a boyfriend and it has been some time since I have been in a relationship. I love where this relationship is going.
With the start of school again, and getting into the feel of the new year, at times I feel like what paul Simon wrote in his song Graceland, when he said,

"There is a girl in New York City
Who calls herself the human trampoline
And sometimes when I'm falling, flying
Or tumbling in turmoil I say
Oh, so this is what she means
She means we're bouncing into Graceland"


I think he puts it best that we are like a human trampoline and life isn't easy for any of us. We must keep bouncing along and learn to roll with the punches.  I feel at times a little overwhelmed, but I am human and who doesn't from time to time feel that way? I know we all do.
I do have to confess something to all of you, January is my hardest month it has always been a hard month for me, I don't know what it is, or why it is. For as long as I can remember, I have dreaded January maybe, it is the let down after the Holiday season and there is a new year ahead of me and for what ever reason I get more emotional than ever. I have had ideas as to why, everything from not enough sunlight to simply the winter blues.  I would say it is the winter blues, I am wanting to play in the warm sunlight and I love warm weather.                                    

Ivins Utah, December 2011

I like January about the time it is over and for whatever reason February is a good month don't know why since Valentines is in it. Tell you the truth not really a fan, but now I have a boyfriend it might change my tune of the holiday.
I hope all of you out there in Internet land have been good at your new year resolutions. I have something to tell you I don't make new year resolutions instead, what I do is I pick a word, that will help me with my personal relationship with God. I got this idea last year from Klove (it is a christian radio station) here in the USA. Last years word was Trust and I have learned so much about the word trust and what that means. I am still trying to decided on what my word will be this year, but I have a few and I just need to pick one. The words I am debating between are: Love, Friendship, clearity or Acceptance. I cannot figure out which one I will pick and I know I will pick the right one.
Here is the quote for this post that I want to share with all of you, in a way it is how I see the change in the new year:


"wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious Ambiguity."
— Gilda Radner

Sorry this post might seem a little jumbled I apologize I just wanted to say I am still here and posting on my blog. 

As Always Thanks for reading!