Blinded at First

Hi all,
So I am not dating anyone right at the moment. I found this journal entry I wrote a while back and I just wanted to share it with you. Everyone out there that is single and knows the pain and lonely times of being single.
Have you ever dated someone and you are totally and completely in love. You are in love to the point where you put the guy on a petal-stool and you only see what you want to see. You might see things that when you were dating someone else, should have been a deal breaker but you want to be in a relationship so bad that you are willing to over look them? Even when your friends and family are pointing them out and you are like I love this person and it really isn't a big deal that my opinions and desires don't matter and there is like a thousand red flags, I am in love!
Then one day you wake up and you find that your brain has returned. (Hopefully you aren't to far into the relationship) And you finally see what your friends and family have been trying to tell you, about the person. Then you realize how selfish you had been and how rude you where to the ones who truly love you.
Then comes the moment you are dreading breaking up with the person, and being single. To hear the words: Me, a party of one.
Going to family parties alone, and finding that you get along better with the kids then with the adults. For some reason the kids get you and don't care that you are single, yet the adults will whisper and wonder why and even might ask you why are you single? See and that is what you are dreading, cause when you are with someone they don't ask you those questions.
So you break up with him and you are left to face the world and you find yes alone you may be a party of one, but with the Lord you are a party of two. Then with the people he places in your life to help you through the trials.
I know there are many singles in this world that know exactly how this feels and I glad to share it with you.
As Always thanks for reading.