Hi,
I am sorry I haven't written in some time, I have been way busy with life, dating and school. You know I have been out on several dates and let the dating blues continue. I know, I know I need to keep my head up, but it is hard to do at times cause I feel that the problem when it comes to dating, is me.
As I was feeling that way today, I received an email from a guy that will remain nameless and this is what the lovely e-mail said,
"I am looking for a girl that will put me first no matter what, as I am what matters most to me, is me, you are so pretty from your profile pics. I think you would be a perfect fit for me."
I read that, and my feeling disappeared and I was like no wonder I am still single, guys just want to see girls like objects to do with what they would please. I know that was a way general statement but that is the type of guy that keeps asking me out, I at times wonder what signal am I putting out that I seem to only get those type of guys to ask me out.
Dating I find, is rough and tough. Guys don't want to get married, they just want to live the bachelor life.
Then again, I was at a party the other night with a few friends and I met some really cool guys. One of them made a really good point, he said, "The reason guys stay single is they don't want to have to clean up after themselves, they would like to live in a mess their whole lives." He then went on to say how he had a little OCD in him and he was tired of living with sloppy guys and was ready to either live on his own or get married. I had to agree, I am wanting to get married or live out on my own. I love having roommates don't get me wrong there is just times where I wished I had a place of my own, one that I could decorate with my style and personality, that when I cleaned something it would stay clean for more than an hour.
I was looking at some of my family history and I found out that I have 2 Great-grandmothers who got married in their 30's. Back in the 1930's where they would have been considered spinsters, there are no journals, from either of them that I know about. At times I wish there was, just to know how they coped with the lonely feelings, and the dark moments of uncertainty. I do however, find myself taking a lot of courage from both of them. One of them was on my dad's side and the other is on my mom's side. I actually had the thought, must run in the family and then a smile comes to my face and I had to look into the sky and smile. I know one day I will find my better half until then the single adventures continue on and on.
I have to get going, I will not promise but will say that I am going to try to do better with the whole updating the blog with whatever adventures lay ahead of me and that will included dating as well.
As always thanks for reading!
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