Hi,
So for those of you that have been following my blog might recall a few weeks back I was excited and giddy that I had a boyfriend. I am sad to say I am back in the single life. I hold no hard feelings towards my X-boyfriend. This break-up is all new to me, I am still in the grieving stages. We broke up officially on Sunday Feb. 5, 2012. I was so excited for Valentine's day and now I find that holiday once again is lame and pointless.
I have decided that people who can make long distance relationships work are awesome, and I have a new appreciation for those lucky few that make it work.
I keep being told time will heal my broken heart, but I have decided that time sucks! I try not to cry but there are those moments where I just break down and cry. I find when I am in my car driving home or anytime I would either text him or he would text me I cry and I feel stupid.You know I thought he really was the one for me. But I guess not. I do have to say whoever ends up with my X-boyfriend will be one lucky girl.
I am the type that doesn't try to show my emotions. I have learned lately how to show my emotions so it is healthier for me in the long run of things. I am still learning to show them and when, I tell you one thing I am water works, I apparently am a crier. I use to believe crying makes you weak, but I have learned crying is good to get out. I am also trying to let people in my life, and not to be so introverted, but it is tough for me as a child I was shy. I know we all go through heartache and pain.. Why does it seem loosing someone is the hardest, I hate goodbyes, especially when a part of you knows it will be forever.
I have a few quotes I have found that might be kind of fitting for this post.
“God can heal a broken heart, but He has to have all the pieces.”
- Author Unknown
“Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.”
- Author Unknown
I will try to make the next post a little bit more happier.
As always thanks for reading.
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