Thursday, February 23, 2012

What a day

Hi all,
I am still boycotting Thursdays, I just don't know why I do not get along with the day at all. I feel like the day needs a lot of help, well at least in my world it does. Maybe next months Thursdays will be a better day in the week.
Maybe you are wondering how I boycott Thursdays, I should tell you. No I am not one of those crazy people who stand on a corner holding a sign which would say things like, "Say no to Thursdays" or "Thursdays Suck" even better yet, "Thursdays should all go to Hell". No I am not that crazy instead I decided to do a semi-unformal boycott in which I stay at my house all day long and try to do things that will not cause much mess at all. I try to avoid as many people as possible and try to focus on the good things in life. So I guess in away I boycott in a semi-quite fashion, but I guess I do tell blog about it.
So while boycotting today I came across two really cool quotes and the first one made me smile and I find it kind of appropriate for my life.
I love this thought because it is true and though I am still healing my heart and when I read this quote it made me smile and so I thought I would share it, as it is a good reminder for me.
One of my friends and I were talking about my/her crazy life the other day and we realized that life hasn't been the funnest thing to live, we both have grown a lot and have learned from our mistakes. My friend and I concluded that life is a challenge for every single person who has ever lived, thing is most people are better at hiding it.
I have a secret about myself that I feel I should let you all in on, I know once I admit this and my friends read it I will never live it down. But before I tell you my secret I do have to say at least I have the guts to admit it and I am not as perfect as everyone may think I am. So my secret is I hate being wrong. I know right? Shocker? Who doesn't love being in the wrong? I know everyone hates it, but I go extremely hard on myself and it seems lately that I have been in the wrong. But at least I am learning to admit when I am wrong and the words are not a fun one to say or type, "I am wrong" I cringed writing the phrase. I hate saying it, but see I found enough strength in me to blog it and admit it to the world. You may wonder why I have decided to admit this to the world and now have a very public record of it. Well, I will tell you it because it is Thursday and I am focusing on all the good in this world and learning to admit the truth is a wonderful thing. Okay so that is part of the truth and you may still be wondering what it is I did,  to have to admit this, My dating life, has not been the best and in analyzing (maybe a little over analyzing) I can see where I may have been in the wrong and didn't ever admit it and it could have been what lead up to the latest break-up in my life. So there you have it. I am still stuck on my X. I thought I was over him, until the other day when a tall, dark hair, handsome man, asked me out on a date and I told him no. Today I am regretting telling the handsome man no. See I was wrong I should have told him yes. Who knows if he will ever ask me out again, after all I am single now and there are tons of amazing guys out there and going on a few dates might just help this heart of mine to heal. I know right I get an amazingly handsome guy to ask me out and I turn him down, next time I see him I am going to have to tell him I was wrong and I would love for him to take me out on a date.
I should apologize and say that I am sorry that my posts lately might seem a little random and mumbo jumbo, but that is the real me a little random and always thinking randomly. I love being me. Which leads to the other quote that I would like to share with you.

This one makes me happy because, I always say you need to be true to yourself and live what you believe. Express your inner person, and be happy with who you are.
I need to get back to my studies.
As always thanks for Reading!

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